i was thinking much about us today.
because of the issue we had last nite.
indeed, we have been having issues so often lately.
and it really does make him tired.

its time to end all the endless issues and unhappiness.
its time for me to put an end to the overly emotional and unreasonable feelings away.

its only normal for him to talk to me a bit abt his work here and there.
i would hv done the same.
its normal he have meetings to attend, or company/department stuff to do.
its normal to have occasional funny non work talks w colleagues,
just like how xiuwen paul and i sometimes can get crappy and talk abt non-school stuff.
its normal and cant be blame whn he gets busy and hv datelines to meet and cant msg me much or talk to me much during his break time. i might face w the same stuff whn i start work.
its normal if he hv to cancel our arrangement to met for lunch or dinner at times cuz of wat he got to do for work, cuz he got no choice.

at least he still shows that he's happy to see me, he still cares for me, stil show tender loving and care to me. he's sweet to me still in his own simple ways, such as wanting me to eat more, telling me im pretty in his eyes, holding my hands and playing with me to make me smile.

give everything,
expect nothing.

take things easy.
look at them simple.

i'll be happier.
he'll be happier.

we'll be happier.




sacrifices to take, committments to make.

TRUE LOVE ENDURES THROUGH ALL HARDSHIP AND TOUGHEST TIMES.

TRUE LOVE IS NOT POSSESSION AND MEAN WANTING THE PERSON TO BE HAPPY AND SUCCESSFUL.

TRUE LOVE GIVES SUPPORT AND CONCERN.

TRUE LOVE NEVER FAILS.

since i love him so much, and i am determined and need him as my last man, as my husband,
i should work it all out for him. and with him.

we can and we will.

Labels: change, expect nth., love

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